| Location | Hamilton |
| Age | 19 years |
| Cause of Death | Cardiac Arrest |
| Date of Birth | 04/01/1989 |
| Date of Death | 23/10/2008 |
| Visitors | 1,836 since 03/10/2009 |
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In June 2008 My daughter went to the hospital with gallbladder problems we found out then that she had an enlarged heart we had been in and out of specialists she was also schedualled to get a defibulater put it she was very sick with the gallbladder near the end she could't keep any food down. On October 22, 2008 I brought to the hospital for Gallbladder problems about 9 Pm they said they would keep her for the night and have the surgeoun come see her in the morning they had given her morphone for the pain I went home at 12:30 am to get some sleep and because her son was with me and my six year old my husband had to work in the morning so I left so that I could come back in the morning. At about 5:45 I got a call they said she took a turn for the worst I just kept thinking that they had to put her in for surgery When I got there they told me she had no pulse but they were still working on her about 20 min. later they came in and told me they had to stop she was gone. She was 19 and had a 15 month old son She was gone and there was absoutly nothing I could do.
Happy 23rd Heavenly Birthday Amanda
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♫ ♫ Happy Birthday Dear Amanda♫ ♫
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GOD BLESS YOU BEAUTIFUL ANGEL AMANDA. YOU, AND YOUR FAMILY ARE ALWAYS IN OUR THOUGHTS AND PRAYERS. SEND YOUR FAMILY LOTS OF SIGNS PRECIOUS AND LET THEM KNOW YOUR ALL AROUND. ALL MY LOVE XOXO (((HUGS HEATHER)))
Why God???
The first thing that I asked God
was just the reason why
when he took my precious daughter
beyond the stars in the sky
as we held on to her body
I then started to scream and shout
was this God so really kind
as people were making out
but my anger then turned to sadness
as we held her in our arms
she was still our beautiful daughter
truly an angel with all her charms
it was then I started to wonder
as my eyes filled up to cry
was my angel needed elsewhere
and is that the reason why.
HAPPY 22nd HEAVENLY BIRTHDAY AMANDA
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GOD BLESS YOU BEAUTIFUL ANGELS XOXO
If I Knew
If I knew it would be the last time
That I'd see you fall asleep,
I would tuck you in more tightly
and pray the Lord, your soul to keep.
If I knew it would be the last time
that I see you walk out the door,
I would give you a hug and kiss
and call you back for one more.
If I knew it would be the last time
I'd hear your voice lifted up in praise,
I would video tape each action and word,
so I could play them back day after day.
If I knew it would be the last time,
I could spare an extra minute to stop and say "I love you,"
instead of assuming you would KNOW I do.
If I knew it would be the last time
I would be there to share your day,
well I'm sure you'll have so many more,
so I can let just this one slip away.
For surely there's always tomorrow
to make up for an oversight,
and we always get a second chance
to make everything just right.
There will always be another day to say "I love you,"
And certainly there's another chance to say our "Anything I can do?"
But just in case I might be wrong, and today is all I get,
I'd like to say how much I love you and I hope we never forget.
Tomorrow is not promised to anyone, young or old alike,
And today may be the last chance
you get to hold your loved one tight.
So if you're waiting for tomorrow, why not do it today?
For if tomorrow never comes, you'll surely regret the day,
That you didn't take that extra time for a smile, a hug, or a kiss
and you were too busy to grant someone, what turned out to be their one last wish.
So hold your loved ones close today, and whisper in their ear,
Tell them how much you love them and that you'll always hold them dear
Take time to say "I'm sorry," "Please forgive me," "Thank you," or "It's okay."
And if tomorrow never comes, you'll have no regrets about today.
all my heart is with you, losing a daughter so suddenly is a hurt i would not want anyone to go through. all my love and prayers are with you and your family and your beautiful daughter amanda xxx
WHEN TOMORROW STARTS WITHOUT ME
When tomorrow starts without me,
And I'm not there to see;
If the sun should rise and find your eyes
All filled with tears for me;
I wish so much you wouldn't cry
The way you did today,
While thinking of the many things,
We didn't get to say.
I know how much you love me,
As much as I love you,
And each time that you think of me,
I know you'll miss me too;
But when tomorrow starts without me,
Please try to understand,
That an angel came and called my name,
And took me by the hand,
And said my place was ready,
In heaven far above,
And that I'd have to leave behind
All those I dearly love.
But as I turned to walk away,
A tear fell from my eye,
For all my life, I'd always thought,
I didn't want to die.
I had so much to live for,
So much yet to do,
It seemed almost impossible,
That I was leaving you.
I thought of all the yesterdays,
The good ones and the bad,
I thought of all the love we shared,
And all the fun we had.
If I could relive yesterday,
Just even for awhile,
I'd say goodbye and kiss you
And maybe see you smile.
But then I fully realized,
That this could never be,
For emptiness and memories,
Would take the place of me.
And when I thought of worldly things,
I might miss come tomorrow,
I thought of you, and when I did,
My heart was filled with sorrow.
But when I walked through heaven's gates,
I felt so much at home.
When God looked down and smiled at me,
From His great golden throne,
He said "This is eternity,
And all I've promised you."
Today for life on earth is past,
But here it starts anew.
I promise no tomorrow,
But today will always last,
And since each day's the same day
There's no longing for the past.
But you have been so faithful,
So trusting and so true.
Thought there were times you did some things,
You knew you shouldn't do.
But you have been forgiven
And now at last you're free.
So won't you take my hand
And share my life with me?
So when tomorrow starts without me,
Don't think we're far apart,
For every time you think of me,
I'm right here, in your heart.
1 year
This time last year all your family was gathered at your Grandparents home, joined in the grief and pain of losing you. One year later we are still joined in our love for you and your little son. Rest in peace sweet girl, knowing how very much you are loved and know we will never let Taylor forget what a wonderful Mom you were. Love you.
My Precious Momma
I’m So Lonely Momma
Since God Took You Away
There Is A Part Of Me Missing
Things Will Never Be The Same
Sometimes I Feel You Near
I Hang My Head And Cry
Wishing You Were Here
I Want You To Talk To Me
Like You Use To Do
Why, Oh Why, Did God Choose You?
In Loving Memory Of my mommy
Who Took The Hand Of An Angel - October 23, 2008
I remember
I remember
The day you were born
The songs that you sang
The smiles you smiled
I remember the talks we had
The secrets we shared
The laughs we laughed
I remember the dreams that you had
The future you dreamed about
The men you loved the friends you trea...sured
I remember the advice you gave and the hugs you hugged
the strength you had and the strength you shared
But I also remember that last kiss on your forehead as I walked away
And that phone call that morning
and the doctors telling me you were gone.
Sometimes remembering hurts
I will always remember the difference you made in my life
As I hold you in my heart.
Love Mom
One year ago I drove you to the hospital where you spend you last few hours of your life but I didn't know when I left that I would never see you again if I thought for just a second I would never see my baby girl again I would have never left ...your side I can't explain the pain I feel in my heart and in my chest. My world will never be the same without you in it but I would do it all again just to have those 19 years with you again I would go through all this pain all over again because of you I am a better person, because of you I love deeper and hold tighter and see more, some things just don't seem as important any more I love you sweetheart
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